THE WILL OF HEAVEN

And so the journey begins! 

On a cold and chilly night, under the stormy clouds overwhelming the starling stars, I stood face lighted up with mind gazing into the dark sky, I wondered within myself; where should I start from? From whence did I come from? Where do I aim to go and where is my final destination? A point in my life in which I have attained a degree of knowledge and experience but I still wondered “To what end". What do I want in my very existence? Is it to carve a good life for myself or to please those around me? Abound all my troubles and tribulations, I wondered “am I the only one or am I just one out of many”. So many questions that needs answering but no one to answer. 

Only one thing remained crystal clear in my mind at that very moment and it was the fact that I was born into this very desolate world once, I am given a chance to live my life once and I get to die once. As the breaking of the dawn drew near, I came to one conclusion which was to live my life to the best of my abilities without looking elsewhere for acceptance or recognition because when it will all be over, I will be beside myself helpless and alone pondering on whether I was able to have a positive effect on the lives of those around me. Our life belongs in the battlefield, it's only when the battle is won that we can finally achieve a peaceful life. That is the way it should be. 

Ah! Oh, I wonder what actually happened to me all these while. The will of heaven isn't something one could ever comprehend even if given all the time in the whole world.